Tuesday, December 04, 2007

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*我不配*

04/12/07
01.55pm

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

another greatest work by jay chou..
cheers..

maRcUs`(",)


| yawns @ 1:59 PM|

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Monday, December 03, 2007

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*time check*




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Saturday, September 22, 2007

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*ALIVE*

22/09/07
2.50pm

wooo.. it been so long since i click on www.blogger.com to update sia.. haha.. even my tagboard is down.. aiyo.. time flies man.. 6 more months and i am out of service.. woohoo.. i guess i can count down liao.. haha.. so many things going on in my mind.. wad am i gg to do when i ORD? can i have some savings before i ORD? can i get a job when i ORD? i wan to go back to study.. it is possible? will our r/s lasts? hmm.. i guess the only person who has all the answers will be myself ba..

coming this monday and it will be our 6th month. though it is not long nor short.. i still wan to say u been a great change to my life.. i mean i am very happy being with u.. so i hope we can last.. cos i dowan this to end..

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 2:54 PM|

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Monday, July 09, 2007

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Thursday, May 03, 2007

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*finally*

03/04/07
11.52pm

finally a break at last.. woo.. i keep this entry short and sweet.. nth much to write on.. happy happy i must say.. haha.. anyway.. MANU lost!!! haix.. sad case.. i tot they will win..

jus waiting for 10th to come!!!

here a link to cheer everyone up.. if u have someone in mind that u hate so much.. this is best for u..
http://x17.66c.cc/play/mi/daxiaoren.asp

maRcUs`(",)


| yawns @ 11:52 PM|

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

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*=D*

24/04/07
12.05am

Wooo.. time flies.. it is 1 month lo.. and i love the way it is.. jus hope that this could last..

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 12:08 AM|

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

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*better?*

27/03/07
11.40pm

a choice has been made..



maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 11:11 PM|

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

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*cough cough cough*



maRcUs` (",)





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Thursday, February 22, 2007

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*CNY is OVERRRR*




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Saturday, February 17, 2007

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*wooO*

17/02/07
02.50am

veri long nv stay awake at this hour liao.. or rather veri long nv stick to my com at this hour.. first of all i wan to congrats jing on her ROM.. haha.. at last.. u found ur right one.. den u are the fastest among us lo.. aiyo.. still remb last time u kept complaining this and that.. and now.. wad have u gt to say? haha.. anyway.. i hope to have a god son ar.. work harder.. lols..

at last.. i gt myself a new phone.. N73.. by right is N80 rite.. but den i realised that N73 prices not only stay but it increased over the months while N80 is decreasing.. some more.. N80 is no longer in the market.. they only have the internet edition.. with the WiFi? but den to think of it.. where in the hell places in singapore have WiFi? not many lo.. in e end come back to square one.. whereas N73 u can oso surf at anywhere at anytime.. using gprs la.. btw N73 camera is much betta den N80.. try it if u dun believe..

next.. valentine day is OVER.. wang ba da.. everywhere is couple.. arghh.. sometimes i do envy those old couples who held theirs hands and walk along orchard.. u dun seldom see this everyday.. or rather i dun think u will do tt in the near future.. spent the day with spending money on clothings.. haha.. BOUGHT a new puma shoe.. in GREEN.. love it.. further 10% somemore.. bought some other items like cap, slippers and couple of tees.

few more hours and it is chinese new year eve.. whoo.. and further more hours it will be chinese new year.. hong baos.. goodies.. bak kua.. peanuts.. BEERS!! lols.. but den i gt to stay away from them.. ippt coming.. haha.. cant waste my time on the training i had..

yawns.. time do flies.. soon feb will gone.. my another understudy will be coming in and i hope most of the works will be arrowed to him.. haha.. hope so la.. =p and veri soon.. my birthday will be coming.. 20th leh.. woo.. dun 4get ar.. i will remind u guys de la.. lols.. or rather friendster will remind u guys.. wa.. this entry is going to be long man.. well it been a long time since i updated lo.. so let mi be.. haha..

saw my secondary school mate in far east on valentine.. god damn it.. she changed alot.. i dun tink she can recongise mi la.. lols.. but den sometimes ppl changes.. the looks but not the character.. it will always be there de la.. cos when i went to extend my passport.. the lady was like.. "Is this you? OMG.. u change alot.." lols.. i noe.. and i am proud of it.. haha.. well done marcus..

ok la.. shall end here.. happy ZHU lian.. to all my zhu peng gou you.. Happy Chinese New YEar!!! those who are married.. pls be auto.. haha.. happy holidays..

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 2:52 AM|

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

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*neng bu neng.. ke bu ke yi..*

23/01/07
10.20pm

woo.. is a draw.. s'pore always win at msia ground.. but not this time.. we shall see in s'pore ground..

I AM JUST LIKE A PROSTITUTE.. MAYBE WORSE!!! PROSTITUTE STILL CAN SAY NO.. BUT CAN I? arghh.. i wan a holiday!! i wan to be on leave!!

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 10:25 PM|

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

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*hmm.. shag ar..*

18/01/07
11.40pm

busy busy busy.. these are the only words tt is surfacing in mind now.. woo.. i need a holiday.. SOON!!! catch of breath.. anyway been trying to work out for my next ippt.. yesh ar.. lols..

it been a year my 2 idiots came into my family.. and now.. they are like 2 gigantic pigs.. greedy, lazy and hopeless.. but den they still walk through my ups and down.. wad LOVE? wad relationship? and wad friendship? "if u love someone, learn to put things down.. " true? i think is bullshit!! wad put down? if she / he is meant to be urs.. they will be urs.. no worries.. it the waiting time that hurts the most..

it is just like boiling water.. u noe.. it start off with warm.. den slowly hot.. den boil n boil n boil until there is no water to boil.. den steam.. until the kettle cant tk it anymore.. it jus explode.. use this logic with relationship.. look how same they are.. and i agree..

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 11:31 PM|

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

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*many many things i want to...*

07/01/07
6.15pm

caught the one last dance.. it was quite a show i mus say.. make mi almost fall asleep.. haha.. u shld noe wad kind of comments i wan to gif le rite? lols.. anyway.. it is a local production.. alot of places showed u can actually guess where it is.. but anyway.. xu ruo xuan is kinda of pretty.. but kinda of wasted.. cos of the.. aiya.. *find out urself* anyway.. from the title.. there is alot of things i wished to do this year.. like meeting up wif all my old fren.. gathering.. it would be nice.. u noe.. have a meal, chat, movie or a event.. haha.. few more days to 10th!!! =p



maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 6:16 PM|

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Monday, January 01, 2007

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*first day of the new year*

01/01/2007
10.40pm

woo.. it is 2007!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!! another year has passed.. have you guys wondered how well ur 2006 has gave u? so wad do u wan for this year 2007? caught 2 movies recently..



it is death note 2.. the last name.. guess? it is LIGHT lo.. and u will nv believe who wrote down his name.. but den it is worth the money..



Night at the museum.. haha.. a funny movie indeed.. dumb dumb.. where's my gum gum? haha.. if u haven caught this movie.. den i think u betta get going asap..

maRcUs` (",)



| yawns @ 10:45 PM|

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Sunday, December 24, 2006

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*season greetings..*

24/12/06
3.02pm

haha.. MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! LONELY LONELY CHRISTMAS!!! lols.. presents presents? =x

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 3:01 PM|

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Sunday, December 10, 2006

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*on leave*

10/12/06
1.10pm

yawns.. phew.. at last.. it is time for mi to rest.. woo.. almost 2 weeks.. no works.. no cases.. no ips.. jus relax and rest.. haha.. alots of things i wanted to do.. mus work out a activities list for myself during these few days.. haha.. anyway.. i finish watching the "tian wai fei xian" le.. it is the so called first serial show that had so many deaths.. quite tragic in e end.. but even though di gua and xiao qi did get married and even had a child.. they were only allowed 100 days.. quite sad ar.. wad will u do if u left wif 100 days wif ur loved ones.. wad will u do? it been pondering all over my mind.. wad more.. DEATH NOTE 2 is coming soon.. VERI SOON!! haha.. CHRISTMAS COMING!! Tian liang yi hou..







maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 1:15 PM|

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Saturday, December 02, 2006

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*some theory*

02/12/06
2.10pm

yawns.. manage to replenish my slp these few days.. been addicted to channel u 7pm show.. i think lin yi chen is veri cute.. haha.. =p

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 2:15 PM|

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Friday, November 24, 2006

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*love story?*

24/11/06
10.45pm

woax.. it been a while since i ever click on "create new post" haha.. anyway.. i been busy.. as usual.. dun blame mi.. blame on the organisation.. lols.. anyway gt my new spec in.. so my workload is kinda of divided already.. but they still nid mi to guide him along.. well it is made beri clear to him that.. one learn through mistakes.. so i told him.. "just do.. dunno jus ask.." haha.. simple.. i learn mine through this way.. manage to book out quite on time this week ba.. thx to him.. =x

hmm.. come the headache part.. i really dunno wad to do.. i think i am doing smth wrong.. smth beri guilty which i think i shld not carry on.. i guess it is best for us to remain as fren.. u shld think for urself.. r u doing smth correct? i mean.. to mi.. fren are much more impt.. i would not wan u to lose a fren jus bcos of mi.. i really hope u can understand..

taken frm my fren's blog..
There was an email a few years back circulating around about relationship being like a piece of blank paper. Both of you start with a clean sheet of paper and initially both of you will be happily writing a story on it. Over time, one may be tired and write less and the other party has to put in effort and fill in the space. Sometimes, it might be the other way round and one party have to compromise or give in or put more effort to ensure the words keep flowing. If either one party chooses to stop writing or chooses to write on another piece of paper, the story just can't go on. It's as simple as that.

One weakness of us gals is our tendency to be too analytical and "calculative". Eg, "I put in this much and much into this relationship, he should love me this much much.!" And when the relationship ends, we'll be mourning and pondering over all our efforts and time spent on the guy, what we did wrong, why is she better than me and how can he leave me when i did so much and sacrifice so much for him! Love is not an equation where a+b=c , or in love terms, what you put in should be matched by the amount he puts in as well.

Guys understand that and are more practical. When a relationship doesn't work out, they are able to let go and are just eager to find a replacement so that life will goes on as usual and they don't have to suffer the pangs of loneliness , still have a companion and a warm body in bed. While girls will be burdened with the all the " Whys Whys whys" and deep analysis from the beginning of the relationship to end, and why and where it has gone wrong. We are not able to accept the reality that we placed our chips on the wrong bet and instead, waste more of our precious time analysing and mourning on a matter that is already a fact, which doesn't serve any purpose at all. I haven't seen any cases of a guy turning back cos he's touched by the fact the gal he ditched is mourning and waiting for him. If he does turn back, most likely is the new gal ditched him or the pasture is just not as green as he thought it was, and he's just grazing back at your pasture till he finds what he thinks is a greener one. ( in that case, why do you need this kind of guy for?)

Learn to be more light hearted and with less expectation in love. If you are together with someone you love/like and the feeling is mutual, enjoy the relationship as it goes along. But don't put all your eggs in one basket and expect a lifelong of undying love and declaration. Things change, people change. He and you will change as time goes along. If both of you are not changing in the same direction, both of you won't be on the same highway to the same destination. Always love yourself and take good care of yourself.

If you don't even love yourself, how do you expect other people to love you?

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 10:51 PM|

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

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*covenant*

05/11/06
7.50pm



woo.. time flies.. i watched my second movie.. haha.. hmm.. convenant.. not a bad movie nor a gd movie.. haha.. jus average show to spend ur 1 and a half hour wif ur 9 bucks.. lols..

it is actually abt these 4 guys with supernatural powers.. but the more they use the faster they get older.. but came a guy with the same supernatural power but more powerful than them.. he wanted their powers too.. exciting ar.. the gals there are more exciting too.. lols..



it is their birthday!! haha..

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 7:57 PM|

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

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*death note*

28/10/06
9.25pm









one cool, the other cute.. a battle between the two brains.. who is smarter? who is turning evil? who is going to win? who are you going to support? how i wish i had that book.. a great show indeed.. it is not the end yet.. i am starting to like apples.. lols.. looking forward to 10th of every months.. haha..

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 9:34 PM|

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

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*holiday!!!*

24/10/06
1.25pm

his name is qiang. qiang is wheel-chair bound due to a accident which cause his lower part of his body paralysed. even though he is wheel-chair bound, he still lives his life to the fullest. on his vacation, he met a girl by the name of ling at a beach resort. he saw the girl was very unhappy. so he went up to the girl and start introducing himself. told her about his life story and how he gt into this state. ling was shocked. she wondered how can a person after going through so much can be so happy and at the same time with no worries. qiang replied to her, "whatever happens life still goes on.. so why choose to be sad when you got a choice to be happy?"

the girl smiled. at the same time, the girl told him her story. ling went out with 2 of her best friends. they met with a car accident. her 2 best friends were killed in the accident but not ling. what makes her more guilty was that she was the driver. qiang told himself, "i got to help this lady to overcome her guilt." for the next few days, qiang showed ling around the island. very soon ling forgot about her past and they soon fall in love.

there was one day, qiang called ling up. qiang told ling "i understand that you have put the past behind you but i know you still have not overcome your fear." qiang wanted ling to drive him around. ling hesitant a for moment but after qiang's persursation, ling decide to drive qiang around. at the beginning it was a slow ride but very soon ling felt comfortable with qiang sitting beside her. so she stepped on it. it came to a junction where a trunk came right across of them. ling pulled the brake and it was so close to another accident. ling suffered minor cuts on her forehead but qiang was in coma.

the doctor told ling, "qiang's condition now has worsen. the sudden shock had cause his whole nervous system to break down and he might be paralysed the upper body too." ling couldn't take the facts. she lost her 2 best friends, she doesn't want to lose another one anymore.

after a few days, the doctor approached her again. he told her "i am doing a scienific cells experiment now but it hasn't tested proven for humans yet." ling was overwhelmed. she wanted the doctor to test the experiement on her. the doctor told her that it was dangerous as he did not know what was the side effects at that point of time. ling pleaded the doctor to help them. the doctor then injected the bactericas into her body and the results showed that it actually can speed up the recovery process by 1000 times. the doctor then withdraw some of her blood and inject into qiang's body.

true enough qiang recovered fast and can even walk with walking stick. he went around looking for ling. qiang searched everywhere. he even went back to the beach resort where he met ling. he appraoched everyone with a picture of ling. finally she saw a old lady cleaner. he went up to her and asked, "have you seen her before?" the old lady looked up into qiang's eyes and said "if your girl knows that you are doing this, she will be very happy!" qiang replied to her "i just hoped to see her one last time."

the old lady cleaner walked away with tears in her eyes, "well you just did." - a name tag on her blouse printed "LING"

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 1:36 PM|

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

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*you are a real ass*****

10/10/06
9.10pm

i wasn't suspose to do duty last nite.. but wad to do.. i was being arrowed.. anyway i could feel the 'qie' aura coming for my next 1 year.. this is how the "they" works.. anyway.. i not suspose to blog anything abt "them" so keep it short.. i feel like taking basic diving.. gt this urge.. haha.. kinda of expensive.. 400 plus.. my god.. almost of my pay.. when can i start to count down?

love for the sake of loving? or love for the sake of her? sick and tired of r/s..

maRcUs`(",)


| yawns @ 9:10 PM|

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Sunday, October 08, 2006

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*how do u hold on to someone when u are getting sick and tired*

08/10/06
9.40pm

it beens days since i updated le.. getting busy and lazier.. foreva mi.. smth tt cant be changed.. haha.. anyway.. these few days the haze has been so bad tt i did not even occur to mi tt it will affect mi.. i gt nose block, sore throat and a slight fever.. sound serious? i feeling much better after PENTY PENTY of rest.. replenish my slp will be my fav pastime.. haha.. anyway i saw her and qy tt day.. she is doing fine..

i would really like to hold your hands again..







maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 9:46 PM|

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

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*lost*

30/09/06
8.45pm

i am really lost.. i duno wad to do.. it seem that both way are incorrect.. sometimes i really wonders how u r doing.. as always u will keeps things to urself.. i really hope u are doing fine.. cherish wad u have now..

My Valentine

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
you're all I need
my love, my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heartUntil the end of time...
You're all I need
my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

maRcUs`(",)


| yawns @ 8:55 PM|

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

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*yawns.. another day has pass..*

27/09/06
09.00pm

i found this somewhere in the net.. kinda of amusing.. but i agree to some of it.. haha.. 19 ways to keep a girl?

1. DON'T FORCE HER TODO ANYTHING. [She won't trust you if you do & it'll beawkward]
2. Grab her hand when you walk next toeach other. [She always gets butterflies when you doit; it makes her feel you want her]
3. When standing, wrap your arms aroundher. [It makes her feel you really love her.]
4. Cuddle with her. [She'll feel you are there for her]
5. Hug her from behind [It makes her feel special]
6. Write little notes. [She smiles. They're cute; The end]
7. Compliment her Honestly. [No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a personwholies about it when you compliment her]
8. When you hug her, hold her in yourarms as long as possible. [It makes her feel wanted]
9. Be super sweet to her. [All girls like a super sweet guy]
10. Call her at night to wish her sweetdreams. [She'll go to bed with a smile]
11. Comfort her when she cries. [She'll feel you'll ALWAYS be there for her]
12. Wipe away her tears [It'll show you'll always be there]
13. Love her with all your heart. [Not with your brain... or your dick]
14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). [It's true boys!]
15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).[Every girl loves a guy who is a gentleman]
16. DON'T let your friends talk trash abouther, it'll get back 2 her [& it'll make her feel like you aren't reallythere for her]
17. Take her for a long walk at night! [She just wants to be alone & that's notalways bad. The world can be annoyingsometimes & you just need to be alone.]
18. When it's cold outside hold her close [You want her to be happy & she's happyin your arms]
19. Draw on or rub her back as she is tryinto rest or sleep [This just feels good HAHA! not with a pen you idiot, with your finger]

haha.. maybe for ur info.. guys..

maRcUs`(",)

| yawns @ 9:08 PM|

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

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*getting slacker and slacker each day..*

26/09/06
3.25pm

time flies.. and i am so busy this week.. wed we are conducting live run.. den we going to have a basketball tactics sharing session.. and the game is on thursday.. wad a gd help.. and guess wad.. they put mi in the first 5.. zzz.. den thursday nite we are having unit 40th anniversary dinner.. not forgetting that i gt duty to do in fri.. everything jus put together for mi.. thanks ar..

i duno wad happening.. but my face is getting numerous counts of pimples.. arghh.. this does not pose a prob to mi last time.. BUT IT DOES NOW!!! anyway i went to CHECK!! ways to prevent and treat pimples.. i found this quite useful so i decided to share.. if u are having a pimples now.. haha.. =x

• Wash your face at least twice a day with warm water and a mild soap made for people with acne. Gently massage your face with circular motions - don't scrub, which can cause skin to become irritated. After cleansing, the American Academy of Dermatology (AAD) recommends applying an over-the-counter (no prescription needed) lotion containing benzoyl peroxide. (dun ask mi.. i duno wad the fark it is..)
• Don't pop pimples! Popping can cause your skin to become red, inflamed, infected, or scarred. Also, popping pimples can push infected material further into the skin, leading to more swelling and redness. (they call it itchy hand..)
• To keep bacteria at bay, don't touch your face with your fingers or lean your face on objects that collect sebum and skin residue like the telephone receiver. Also, remember to wash your hands after eating and before applying anything to the face, such as makeup. (gals.. pls read!!)
• If you wear glasses or sunglasses, make sure you clean them frequently to keep oil from clogging the pores around your eyes and nose. (well i dun wear glasses..)
• Keep pillowcases, sheets, and blankets clean by washing them often. This gets rid of the dirt, dead skin, and oil that build up on them at night. (MOM!!! it is time..)
• If you get acne on your body, try not to wear tight clothes, which don't allow skin to breathe and may cause irritation. You also might want to stay away from scarves, headbands, and caps, which can collect dirt and oil, too. (erm.. applies to ladies?)
• Remove your makeup before you go to sleep. When buying makeup, make sure you choose brands that say "noncomedogenic" or "nonacnegenic" on the label. Throw away any old makeup (especially mascara) that smells or looks different from when you first bought it. (ladies again..)
• Drink plenty of water. Water helps flush out impurities and keeps your skin healthy. (roger.. but beers counted?)
• Keep hair clean and out of your face to prevent additional dirt and oil from clogging your pores. (no issues.. my hair is short..)
• Depending on your skin type (oily, dry, or a combination of both), you can choose different soaps and moisturizers to fit your needs. If your skin is generally oily, try using oil-absorbing astringents or other skin care products with benzoyl peroxide that help to kill bacteria and dry up pimples. If your skin is on the dry side, invest in an oil-free moisturizer that's been formulated for dry skin. Combination skin is a little trickier, so look for products formulated for this skin type. (ROGER!!)

hope all this will help in decreasing ur poka dots.. haha..

maRcUs` (",)

| yawns @ 3:34 PM|

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

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*you nv knew wad i found out*

23/09/06
11.20am

well.. quite a few days since i logged in.. as usual kinda of busy these few days.. i gt my atp on the line.. did not manage to get 200 dollars but manage to go hm early.. haha.. anyway.. i was quite amazed by the accuracy of LAD.. awesome.. i gt full for the night shoot.. maybe partially thanks to her.. ok back to my topic.. TITANIC is back.. it is the present.. guess wad.. JACK is ALIVE!!! and he is coming to the present.. kinda of shock rite.. watch n u will understand..

Titanic 2 : the surface






maRcUs` (",)




| yawns @ 11:23 AM|

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Monday, September 18, 2006

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*monday blues*

18/09/06
10.45pm

haha.. at last i gt some time for u.. getting more n more busy each week... tml i be doing duty.. zzz.. hate to slp over there.. chilling cold.. i dun wish to grow up.. happy birthday zell..

you dun have to smile by chance.. but you have a choice..

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 10:54 PM|

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Sunday, September 10, 2006

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*mo sheng ren*

10/09/06
9.55pm

"i c.. glad to c tt u r doing fine.. hopefully 1 day we can come out together lo.." do i still wait or carry on.. everything seems to be so blur to mi.. i nid some 1 to show mi the way.. how abt u?

gt to go back tml jus bcos if u.. __

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 10:10 AM|

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

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*wtf*

07/09/06
10.22pm

hey wtf man.. why i gt so many works to do.. fark.. saturday burn.. cheez.. fark you man..

Practices makes perfect..
But no one is perfect..
So why practices?

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 10:29 PM|

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Monday, September 04, 2006

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*yawns*

04/09/06
08.45pm

haix.. monday monday blues.. start off wif a 2.4km run.. kinda of tiring running at tt kinda of pace.. anyway.. played some games.. =x everything went as normal.. in the noon i had my sar21 imt.. quite fun and easily if u did play the silent scope in the arcade.. haha.. end my day wif a tired body and mind.. hmm.. i changed i blog song if u have noticed.. it is 曹格 - 不浪漫的家伙. hope u will like it like i do.. =x

Happy Birthday Bee Hong!!

歌手：曹格
歌曲：不浪漫的家伙

多想要记住这一分钟
回应我幸福的要求
我或许没有别的梦
唯一的是我爱你你也爱我
我担心一杯红酒
把我的真心透露
或许你早就该懂
冰淇淋在喉咙
能多冷静几秒钟
气氛在浪漫都不够
烛光晚餐像一场美梦
想这样望着你到永久
一束玫瑰交到你的手中
这一天这一刻这一切
你属于我
多想要留住这一秒钟
你每天晚餐都陪我
美味比不过你温柔
从此以后我爱你你爱我
多想要记住这一分钟
回应我幸福的要求
我或许没有别的梦
唯一的是我爱你你也爱我
我不是个浪漫的家伙
却甘心为你这样做
想要什么都跟我说
从此以后我爱你你爱我
我是不是有一点别扭
从不曾这样说出口
太多的愿望在心中
重要的是我爱你你也爱着我...

maRcUs`(",)


| yawns @ 8:53 PM|

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

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*arghh*

02/09/06
12.15pm

arghh.. even if u are bigger fark den mi.. u still have to ask for my consent.. it is suspose to be my off day.. nb.. fark up system..

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere
You are thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight, till tomorrow
I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world
I'd rather be than here in my room,
dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and
I wonder if you know I'm there
If you look in my eyes would see me
what's inside Would you even care
As I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day to have the courage to say
How much I love you, yes I do
I'm dreaming of you tonight, till tomorrow
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
Still can't believe that you came up to me
And said I love you I love you too
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight,
till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room,
dreaming with you endlessly..

maRcUs`(",)


| yawns @ 12:23 AM|

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Monday, August 28, 2006

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*i am always here*

28/08/06
9.35pm

been real busy for the past 2 wks with our 40th aniversary.. so many stuffs to do.. jus the parade alone is enough to kill us.. haix.. i tink i nid a break..

i duno the reason why i kept tinking of u almost every night.. i duno the reason why u wan to leave.. and i duno the reason if i still have the chance.. but i noe the reason how much i love u..

if i can choose again.. my choice will be you again..

maRcUs` (",)



| yawns @ 9:43 PM|

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

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*IO marcus*

17/08/06
9.55pm

time flies.. been serving for almost 6mths liao.. finally after 3mths.. our passing out in no.3.. the feeling cant be compared to bmt still but i still feel we had done to achieve wad we deserve.. i duno if i am ready for my posting.. hope everything goes smoothly.. it is not easy being an IO.. anyway thx for the past 3 mths instructors, my mentors..

with high authority comes with high responsility

Pride
Discipline
Honour

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 10:03 PM|

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

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*woOoo*

13/08/06
6.20pm

had lots of fun last nite.. wonderful.. going to miss some of u man.. the finale.. passing out parade!!! every1 jus deserve the wearing the black bersha..
i jus felt u were beside mi every nite..

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 6:31 PM|

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Friday, July 14, 2006

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*fark spiderssss*

14/07/06
10.00pm

fark spidersss.. the common language used in the army.. if not i ask u to fly kite.. another boring wk has past.. this wk.. was damn siong.. nex wk it will be farking siong.. nex nex wk it will be damn farking siong.. haix.. i not sure if i can make it in 1 piece.. anyway i dun really feel like writing any stuffs.. i jus share wif u some funny comic strips..

maRcUs` (",)






| yawns @ 10:09 PM|

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

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*full of aches n blisters*

09/07/06
3.30am

been wks since i updated.. well.. i am doing great n fine.. i can say tt i am happy wif my unit.. right now i am on course maybe tt explains y i am so busy.. there alot of stuffs to learn.. really.. and i feel damn shag out each book out.. made a few frenz and most of my commanders were all friendly.. Pride, Discipline, Honour

everything happens for a reason.. things don't happen for nothing..

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 3:36 AM|

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

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*god-damn it..*

18/06/06
3.55pm

fark it.. i am not in a farking good mood.. but hu cares.. damn it.. woke up n saw a msg which i wish i nv had seen.. she is attached.. n the person is a farking flirt.. she noe abt it.. i jus couldn't understand wad the fark she is tinking.. maybe i jus cares too much.. or maybe i am waiting for her to come back.. or maybe it is one-sided love.. but.. i jus dowan her to get hurt.. haix.. why things had to turn out this way.. why? i nv did anything wrong.. why must u punished mi this way.. left mi alone.. tinking.. how are you? wad are you doing? are you late for work? did you went hm last nite? sometimes.. it will get so painful in nite tinking back tt my pillow is wet.. i jus couldn't control.. how i wish u were jus beside mi.. i still loves u..

lost.. lost BIG time.. czech n ghana was a farking kelong match which i couldn't stop cursing n swearing.. maybe you guys can kick for your OWN country not for the farking MONEY!!! anyway if not for the money.. i wouldn't be betting.. -.-" i jus hope tml will be different.. hope my cash wun fly away.. but come in more members.. world cup fever is driving mi mad.. real mad..

2 more nights to go.. and i gt to report to mowbray camp where my 2nd stage of ns come.. frm punggol to yew tee.. *shakes heads* i rather stay in.. maybe nex time you guys wouldn't wan to see mi.. or maybe you wan mi to be the 1 putting the cuffs for u.. haha.. jk.. hopefully the trainning will not be so tough.. all the best marcus.. you can do it..



maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 4:07 AM|

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Friday, June 16, 2006

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*posting result*

16/06/06
5.20pm

well.. gt my posting results.. i am quite happy wif my posting.. haha.. i am going to be a military police.. it is going to be a 8-5 job i heard.. this is going to be too good 4 mi as i am planning to use the 2 years studying.. gd luck to those going sispecs and ocs.. haha.. all e best..

meet up wif 4 of my platoon mates and 2 of my fren.. we caught silent hill at cathay.. it was so farking COLD.. this show was based on the story line of a game.. in the end.. the mother n her kid were still living in darkness.. i tink my 8 bucks was not wasted.. i could say the show was nice, touching and scary.. cos parents are the god in every kids' eyes..

suddenly last nite.. she came up into my mind..



maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 5:27 PM|

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

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*farking french..*

15/06/06
2.20pm

haix.. this world cup is driving mi nuts.. first of all.. fark u france.. make my 4 blue notes fly jus like tt.. secondly.. well done spain.. i am proud of u.. haha.. brazil and germany is a let-down.. thirdly.. Ecuador n Sweden dun let mi down.. PLS!!

enough of swearing and cursing.. not 4getting praying.. i tink my body getting weaker n weaker.. i did went jogging the last few days.. i could not even run constantly for 25 mins and i start having sitches.. haix.. si bei jia lat.. stamina going down!!

last nite.. J came and fetch mi to serangoon for prata n the germany match.. u will nv guess wad he drove.. a FAIRLADY!!! n i was sitting in the front sit.. *shakes head* he is god damn farking rich.. losing 1 or 2 k is not a prob to him.. -.-" sometimes i really wonder my company is a white horse company.. enough abt him b4 i start hitting myself in the chest..

oh ya.. well i upload a song here already.. hope u guys find it familiar n nice.. ni shi wo de xin fu ma?



maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 2:35 PM|

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Saturday, June 10, 2006

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*at last..*

10/06/06
3.10pm

at last.. i finally caught a movie!!! Almost Love.. it has months since i watched 1.. went to the cathay and watch.. the place looks like a ghost town to mi.. not many of the shops are ready.. the storyline was funny at first but it gets touching towards the end.. Kim Ha-neul kinda of cute.. gt the chance to meet up wif kelly.. bought a addias jacket at left foot, a pair of levis jean for only 40 BUCKS!! kinda of a bargain.. she bought a pair of jean too for 20 bucks.. -.-



my movie list:

- cars
- benchwarmers
- mission impossible 3
- she's the man
- x-men 3

oh ya.. have you wondered y these few days it jus keep rainning? those ppl in tekong must be enjoying their cat 1.. haha.. anyway.. any 1 watched the world cup last nite? germany and costa rica.. if u still blur.. the score was 4-2.. germany victory.. jus as i tot.. but costa rica did play beri well last nite.. i mus admit.. if not.. it will be a tarshing game.. haha.. some advices for the punters.. dun go overboard.. oh ya.. N80.. i coming to get u!!

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 3:17 PM|

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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

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*pte marcus ee*

07/06/06
10.25pm

POP!! waited for 4 mths.. finally the day has come.. the end of BMT!!

- 7 days field camp

- BIC

- sit tests

- live range

- grenade live throw

- BAC

- IPPT

- 24km route march

from recurits to privates.. the start of a new journey.. now we could count down to ORD!!! lets the pictures take over..

- BRONCO 02/06 BMT (PTP) LEADERSHIP -

maRcUs` (",)


| yawns @ 10:40 PM|

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